Its all abt me!!đŸ˜˜

​Sometimes happy sometimes worried,terrified ,nervous ,sometimes angry ,horrified ,glaring …my heart is the blend of the infinite emotions which continuously keep on ruffling and shuffling in me.I seldom think why I’m so ??? Why these continuously varying feelings of mine become the definition regarding me which people carry??Why inspite of knowing the fact that the society won’t stand by me during my bad times I take the norms of it into consideration in my good times??Why do people treat me according to their changing moods and not alz according to the relation I’ve with them?? True Relationships do not fluctuate from its axis of emotions according to the changing seasons??Why at a moment I give so much importance to a person who on the next click of the clock doubt’s at me for not being genuine?? I’m happy in my life …I’m happy for I’ve myself …because I’ll be alz there for me till the last edge of my story …I want this story to make a mark in this world so that people might know “THAT I’M ME !! JUST ME!!” …But now comes the irony of my life..my heart!

Its just of 5 inches n it controls the life of a girl of 5 feet 5 inches!!How???Why??

My heart is an ocean  which is never at rest .Every morning a new ray of hope shines through it .I just want to hold this shine in my fist n be firm to frame my life with a smile …

For me I want my loved ones with me..they who understand me …they who correct me …they who work on me to furnish my soul..they who don’t hold conceptions regarding me based on a vicissitude …they who cheer me n they who are a mirror to me. BUT….my heart has now moulded me in the way where I’ll myself initiate to make these relations instead of cursing the fate.I’ll make these relations stand for life ,”Come what may” and never let it go because of some unworthy thoughts  …bcoz its my life …my choice..my relations.. my success ..my failure …my emotions…ITS ALL ABOUT ME!! AND I KNOW ITS JUST ME WHO’S ME !!I know that I can n I will!

 WATCH IT!!

                         #ME..@CC!

Reminiscing heart overtakers!!

​At this point standing on the bank of my life if I  throw a stone in the puddle of the memory lane there comes a splash of memories which I rejoice to be a part of!

Can’t I propose the minute hand n ask it to be mine forever n just be wid me! Can’t i ask the time to just stop at the very moment so tht i can adorn it till my soul gets repleted! Those moments which are so special which are responsible for adding beauty to my character n making my life a living adorable drama…

Those moments which brought the deepest curves to my lips , their irrevocability now is responsible for moisturizing my eye lashes…!!!

It feels grt to know that people actually value ur tym n don’t want it to be ruined just for the sake of leisure…

Its tough to accept the absence n move ahead bt the irony of this story is that I need to , to nail my identity , to keep ur words n my place…just the only thing I expect is to get my sand house back when I retrieve to the beach, I hope the tussle of storm n water does not flows it away….!!!

Sliding down from the mirthful zone of life!

You knw the time has come when I’m seeing the things getting changed!! When the frown of frivolity and carefree teenage is getting somewhere lost in practicality of the world..!! I’m feeling as if the sand is just sliding down from my fist and its definite to leave even if I  try to cement it in the deep creases of my palm anyhow…!!! Strange isn’t it??
Its tough to accept this transformation which life brings when it pulls you on the cross road where you hate to be leaving behind the embellished castle of innocence which can’t be displaced by any happiness of the globe..and creating a new world of your own with a designated identity of yours in it..it feels as if a perfect movie of my fascinating dreams was going on and suddenly I came to know that it was really a dream..an illusion the bubble of which whilst being true bursts at its maturity..you can’t hold onto this bubble for your entire life..its like a protective cover for the cocoon but the fact is that your life isn’t successful until you become a butterfly …to haunt around the sky with your wings open..to let the cool breeze kiss every bit of yours and sketch your life’s destiny on the most enlarged canvas of the world which is the blue ocean of white cushions right above my head!
You know you can’t predict at all what life has planned for you..you don’t know whether you’ll be adored by people in the most beautiful garden or just caught by the bird catcher crushing your identity…even the one who is most lovable whose name was always on the top of your call logs can become a mere phone contact and the one whom you never expected to be a part of your life can become a stunning diamond to your crown..!! All you can do is absorb the changes life serves to you because it has dreamt to make you what you can’t ever dream of!! Just keep moving on exploring life’s treasures and sprinkling your attractive charm all around and it will keep cuddled in its warmth!!